Why?

Why am I so scared
of the demons inside?
I've beaten before
but why do I think I won't now?

Why am I so scared
of trusting someone so far away
with parts of me
no one else knows?

Why am I so scared
that I'm not going to win this time?
Why do I feel like
this battle is going to be harder?

Why is this happening once again
when it was getting better!?

Why am I so scared
of these demons inside?