So I think I mentioned in a previous blog about how I'm use to nightmares and not really remembering my normal dreams. Well... Lately I have been dreaming about one thing in particular. Yes it does involve someone. No I won't say who, only because I'd rather not.
I've been having these dreams about a particular person for a bit, but they use to be just hazy images of their face. But now, I'm starting to remember the dreams in detail, clearer than I have for a while. One particular dream is just us, laying outside, underneath a tree, staring at each other. I believe it's fall (because the leaves are reds and yellows and oranges now). It's just a pretty setting, with him and I. He's got this goofy little smile on him that fits his face ever so clearly. He reaches out and brushes a strand of hair from my face before caressing it softly. I think he leans in to kiss me but it cuts out there.
Another dream I have with this person.... well it's snowing. Not like snow storm worthy but the soft kind, the romantic sort of snow where everything is quiet and beautiful and perfect. We're walking along together when he pulls me in close and we start dancing. My head is on his shoulder, and I can hear his heart beating, feel it even. It's just a perfect setting...
But like all good things, these dreams end and I wake up to a cold, harsh reality. Which is why my chest hurts every time I think of these dreams. I'm left wanting something, a dream, that isn't guarenteed to come true. And I don't know why, but this really hurts me. There's something I learned early on and that not all dreams come true. So why am I dreaming something and feel like it may not happen, as much as I want it to happen.
Is it possible to want something so much, that it will come true? Or am I just dreaming for something that I won't get?
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