I'm ok but not ok

I'm falling, but I'm ok

I'm hurt but I'm ok

I'm not cutting

I'm not starving

I'm not taking more medication that my body can handle

I'm ok

Or at least

I keep telling myself that...

And I wish you would talk to me

because you shouldn't be the one to just listen

I've been there before

I know what it's like

talk to me

even if I don't understand the situation

I'm here for you

just like you're here for me

but maybe I'm delusioned

maybe I'm creating a false reality for myself

and it's not like I haven't done that before

because I have

I'm ok

but not ok

I know you aren't truly ok

you're just as broken as I am

so let me try to help you

even if I can't really help myself

let me try

just like you've been here for me

don't leave me to be the only one getting help

you deserve it 

just like I do

you're ok

but not ok

I'm ok

but not ok

we're in this together

it's a two way street

not a one way alley 

talk to me

you're ok

but not ok

I'm ok

but not ok

we can lean on each other you know