Sunday, October 20, 2013

Am I meant?

am I meant
to hurt 
to scream
to cry
to stay silent

am I meant 
to watch as 
you grow happy
to hold my tongue

am I meant
to be on the sidelines
watching
waiting
hoping
dreaming

am I meant
not to love
but to feel 
anguished
torn apart
destroyed

am I meant
to put up a mask
to smile when you look at me
to cry when you look away

am I meant
to just be your friend
or am I meant
to love you
to have you
to hold you
am I meant for that?

am I meant
for a chance
with you? 

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