Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Hello again my most familiar and unwanted feelings of doubt

It's nearing 1am and I haven't blogged in a while so I thought I'd pop in here real quick before I went to bed.

First thing's first: All A's last semester!!! Very proud of my GPA

Second: I'm the new safety marshall at work! I get a raise of 25 cents on my pay check (but only after my third meeting supposedly).

Third: I met someone.

Well I didn't necessarily JUST meet him. We did meet at a former friend's 21st bday party when I was completely trashed. We work in two different fast food restaurants very near one another so we'd see each other every now and again and saw each other on the train going to school. But just recently, we actually started hanging out. And I've realized that... he's the first person since I certain someone from my sort of near but sort of not near past that has actually been able to make me laugh (and I'm not including Evan in this since we're just friends). And I mean really, deeply get me to laugh. He's dorky and nerdy and funny and just amazing. I can't even begin to describe him to you.

We're not together but already we've had a cuddle/movie 'date'. That's right. We cuddled together on the second time we hung out (thankfully his roommate was not there for this one). We watched Star Wars (EPIC WIN!!!!) and he held me close and it was AMAZING! He's such a sweetheart.

But of course, with this new revelation comes my normal feelings: doubt, worry, anxiety. I over think everything, especially the stuff where I feel like I'm REALLY annoying him and he's just too nice to tell me. I mean... that's happened often enough where it's valid stuff.

I'm just hoping this will go somewhere. I don't think I'd let him cuddle me if it wasn't going to go somewhere and I don't think he'd cuddle someone if it wasn't potentially going somewhere. But I can't read too much into this stuff.

Also: I was right about something I had not told you guys about. So one of my managers at work/one of my friend's recently broke up with her BF. I had noticed for a while that the GM of another Wendy's (one that we trained and was our GM for a while while we were waiting for our new GM to get transferred over to our store from her original store) had been flirting with her and what not. Well come to find out that AFTER (and this is key because she wouldn't break the rules if he was still our GM) he transferred back and she had broken up with her BF, they started dating. Now he knew I knew before even she did, which is hilarious because most people don't pick up on that sort of thing.

Honestly I"m happy for them. They're a cute couple (even if I don't say so in front of my coworkers since they think it's weird and it won't last). He makes her happy. I haven't seen her this happy in a while and it makes me happy that she's happy.

Anyways that's all the news I have for now. Gotta go to bed and get some sleep at some point right??? Good night world! Love you all! I'll try and post more often, especially if something happens between me and my friend!

Au Revoir mon chou chous ;D

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